The
Authors
Xavier...
My life is the same as anybody else’s, except
that God gave me the opportunity to serve others through
this system. He has helped me and many others through
this music, and now we wish to share it with you.
I am an only child. As I grew I experienced many situations
common to most families. These situations were fertile ground
for me, demonstrating the promises made when one is barely a
child, in my case due to the unstable presence of my father,
the death of a younger brother and the constant suffering of
my mother. These situations led me to feel abandoned, rejected,
fearful and guilty--the four tyrants of my life which years
later with the help of God and the Angels I was able to uncover.
I left home at the age of 16, working as a guitarist with a
musical group then famous in Mexico. At 21 I married and experienced
the incredible joy of becoming a father. I have two children:
Javier and Faviola. Unfortunately after several years and without
really understanding why, the marriage ended in divorce. I was
tormented by the need to leave everything behind me. Anguish
and guilt burned within me. Years later I was a successful writer
and producer, well-known in the publicity and music industries.
I became aware that my music has a special impact on people.
One day a psychologist friend used my music as part of her therapy,
with great results. To date she continues using it.
However my personal life was falling apart. Nothing satisfied
me, I felt a great emptiness inside. I had fallen into alcoholism,
and it was destroying me! One day I awoke in the yard outside
my house; I knelt down and begged God...
“Father, take me out of this Hell. If you guide me and
rescue me from the confusion and enormous vacuum in which I
live, then I will serve you through my music.”
Since then, God has answered me, and the music that I have written
has been dedicated to healing.
A short time later God brought different people, books, and
seminars into my life, as well as my beloved Teacher Jesus and
my beloved Angels, who have been my guides and teachers. My
life changed; and I wish to share this wonderful opportunity
with you through my music. In the early stages of this musical
project I had the pleasure of presenting it in Puerto Rico,
and years later after much more work the complete system was
born. I have had the honor to share this system, together with
my wife Rosario, in Mexico and the United States. This will
later come to you in a simple and practical form. Today I invite
you to try to free yourself through this Soul Symphonies system.
Rosario... My childhood and adolescence
can be considered good, quiet. I was born into an apparently
harmonious and stable family which many envied. Unfortunately
even the most normal and peaceful of individuals on this
planet carries an inheritance of parents and grandparents,
full of misunderstandings and confusion.
My father had a scientific mind. He was a perfectionist; most
of the time he was absent from the home due to the huge amount
of work he had. My mother was a perfectionist, tremendously
organized and very intolerant. Both gave their children the
best they had. My older sister was very distant from me, and
like any other individual with their big or small experiences,
the confusion I felt changed the true essence of who I am.
From the time I was a child I remember feeling confused and
empty as well as a deep feeling of anguish, fear, blame, of
being out of place and with a constant need to be noticed and
accepted by others. These emotions accompanied me for many years.
At one point in my life I felt that my only hope, my only strength
was my daughter Creel. Confusion and emptiness overwhelmed me,
intensifying my search for an inner change. I practiced meditation,
I attended seminars. However despite the appearance that all
was well, I still had to apply what I had learned. Meditation
made me appear calm, but in reality it was not so. I remained
the same, with no internal change. All that I had learned in
the courses had remained in my mind; I could not put it into
practice. I saw my same mistakes, the same repetitive behavior.
I felt as though I had no strength, defeated, lost. I punished
myself for many years, dragging my daughter with me. I knew
it, but I could not change. I sought the company of instructors
as if they could fill the void within me, hoping that at some
moment one of them would be able to give me the key that would
allow me to leave the place where I found myself. All was in
vain.
One of the workshops that I attended had an exercise where
we had to cover a poster board with magazine cuttings or
photographs expressing what we wanted from our lives. The
boards of my fellow attendees were full of pictures of beautiful
houses, cars, travel, perfumes, clothing, etc. Seeing these,
I felt empty. I knew that even though I needed money and
some of the things that it could purchase, none of these
things would fulfill me. I felt sad, because even though
I appeared happy, the void was too deep. Once again I didn’t’t
fit in, I was out of place. Nothing that I wished to say
could be expressed through photographs, and so what I did
was write.
And this was my request: “Father, I wish to erase the
emptiness and the confusion that I feel; clean my channels
so that I can be free to develop myself spiritually and serve
Your divine plan.”
A year later I met Xavier, now my husband. From the first time
I spoke with him on the telephone I felt as if I knew him. I
felt joy and a sensation of relief. My Superior Being let me
know that finally my voyage had ended. God answered me; he sent
what I had asked for and I began to heal. The next step, as
I had offered God, was to serve. I learned the system and joined
in, helping in individual and group sessions.
Today I have the honor to respond to God with all my love, explaining
in writing this marvelous system of self-liberation through
music, making it accessible to you. In this way I share my happiness
for the many gifts that God has given me through our emotional
healing and through clarity in our lives, opening our future
to a panorama of love and light.