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CHAPTER 15 REVIEW... Man was created in the image of God. This means that if God created man/you, then you come from Him, from His energy. Being part of His energy means that at one time you were part of Him, you participated in the ecstasy of being and knowing that God is complete love. When you came down to earth, which is not Paradise but rather a planet of pain and suffering, and when you separated from God you felt an indescribable separation from love. Amnesia has made you forget your origin and connection, but within you is the memory of Paradise. As such, when you arrived on earth the first thing you did was to search for love to reconnect it with your origin. If your parents in their confusion rejected your arrival, then you felt a void, a vacuum without love. When you did not find love you lost the hope of reconnecting with God, in this way losing your true reason for living. You created a false purpose for living, the promise. At the same time you were contaminated with negative energy from your mother’s Enemy Within, accepting fear and rejection and causing you to begin to create your own Enemy Within. Sine the psychic mind of the baby continues open in its mother’s womb, it can hear what its mother thinks and feels. The baby can also hear the people around its mother, and many can see complete scenes in which its mother is involved. The baby therefore believes that its mother can also hear and feel, and tries to communicate with her. In its need to reconnect with love and having been contaminated with fear and rejection arising from its mother’s confusion, the baby makes even greater efforts to communicate with its mother. It begins sending messages to let her know that it’s presence in her life is positive; that it has value and a purpose. It therefore decides and/or promises, “I’ll be good …” “I won’t cause any problems…” “I’ll be at your (the mother or father’s) side to take care of you …” “I’ll work hard to support the family …” “I’ll make you proud …” “I’ll make you happy…” “I’ll always be the best …” “I’ll show you …” etc. These promises become your false reason for living-you believe that your parents did not want you so you have nothing to do in this world and no place in the family. Having no place in your parent’s lives and nobody who loves you, you have no reason to live. These promises allow you to live; although false, they give you a reason to continue living. And then you are born, forgetting the promises or decisions you made in the womb. Or rather, your conscious being does not remember them, but the subconscious sends the information that you are obliged to do something for your parents. If you are lucky then the information filtering through your subconscious will help you to keep your promises to some degree. But most of us never fulfill all the promises we make much less with the precision with which they were expressed in the womb. This leads to a feeling of guilt and failure, because the purpose of fulfilling these promises is to be accepted by mommy and daddy, to finally find a place in the family and have a reason for living even though it may be false. In this way we have a right to live. This is the passport to life without which we have not right to live and therefore die. Failing to keep these promises leaves us with a feeling that we are bad although we don’t know why. The reason is that you believe that, “You did not make your parents happy ...”. “You haven’t taken care of them ...”, “You didn’t stop them from getting sick ...”. “Your parents are suffering ...”, etc. You create a feeling of guilt for failing to fulfill your promise, even though you don’t consciously remember it. Why? Because the promise is an energy tie that is not limited by time, age, marital, health or financial status. Nothing is important to it. It forces you to comply or it creates a feeling of guilt for not fulfilling the false reason for living with which you were born.
Remember that every punishment deserves to be punished. As such
if you fail to keep your promise, your Enemy Within
will punish you in different ways, attempting, if you are not
careful, to cause your death. |