CHAPTER 4

Negative Influences

Before you were conceived, your soul was at peace in Heaven (or wherever souls await their coming to earth and being born). This place was filled with only love and truth; there was no fear, pain, hate, blame, sadness, vanity, lust, resentment, etc. Within you there was absolutely no trace of negativity, you knew everything because you were connected to God, the divine Source of Love, Truth, Beauty, Strength, Wisdom, Confidence, Harmony and Peace.
The bell rings and you jump and . . . . take off! A panorama of love and light opens! The moment to go down to Earth! You are happy because the moment has arrived!
OOOH!!! Surprise!!...

The moment you make contact with the first layers of energy from the Earth --- Zaaap!!... The first thing to happen, the soul enters into a state of amnesia. Your memory is erased and you forget everything, leaving you ready to learn the lessons of life. Thus the impact of reaching earth causes EMPTINESS (original emptiness), caused by the separation of the soul from heavenly love. Shortly later you receive your First negative influence: SADNESS. Why sadness?

First of all you are leaving your place of origin, close to God; and secondly sadness is a feeling that envelops the earth. Men & women live in a world full of pain; generally speaking, every day the individual is full of worry, pain, anxiety and suffering. There are very few days in which one can enjoy happiness and peace; more days, hours and minutes are filled with emotional and physical pain, and as a result sadness.

Second influence: The genetic information received by an individual emphasizes various qualities, both positive and negative, in one’s character. Unfortunately the Third and Fourth negative influences received have a greater impact on the individual’s future behavior.

Third influence: This is related to pregnancy. Since very few men and women have the emotional and mental maturity necessary to be parents and to carefully plan the right time for conception, the majority of pregnancies are unplanned and the soul finds itself with another . . . SURPRISE! Mom is vibrating with negative thoughts and emotions. FEAR! together with the Fourth negative influence: REJECTION!!!

The situations presented in this chapter are for those who did not have the good fortune of being planned, of not having mature parents. If you are one of the fortunate ones conceived in love, in a planned pregnancy and/or of mature parents, then we ask that you continue reading, since what is described here will help further on as the basis for your internal work transforming the emptiness caused by your separation from heaven and the ills that you acquired after your birth, as well as the lies of the Lying Mind—all of which are almost the same as those received by those who did not have the good fortune of being planned.
Imagine for a moment that mom and dad don’t want to have any more children; they have enough already, or they are simply waiting for a better time. Mom’s first reaction when she suspects or confirms that she is pregnant is fear.

“OH NO, I’m pregnant! What am I going to do!?!”
At the same time she sends feelings of rejection:
“I don’t want this pregnancy . . . “ “We don’t have enough money . . . “ “We’re still on our honeymoon . . . “ “It’s too much responsibility . . . “ “We already have too many children!” ... etc.
The moment that these negative thoughts and feelings are experienced by the mother, the baby records them in his memory as Fear and Rejection.
Occasionally the father too responds to the news of the pregnancy with Fear and Rejection, saying:
“Why now?” “We had decided that we were going to wait . . . “ “We aren’t ready . . . “ “I don’t want this child!” “That baby is not mine!” “I don’t want to be tied down to a baby!” “We don’t have enough money right now . . . “ etc.
Confronted with these reactions the mother generates more fear, feels rejected, guilty, alone, etc.

Since the baby is connected (through its umbilical cord) both physically and energetically to the mother, the baby feels as one with her. Mother gives it energy, blood, food, air, Life; Mother is its “Creator”. Thus, if the mother feels fear the baby too feels fear; if the mother feels rejection the baby also feels rejected, etc.

The baby is connected to its mother on three levels with a different reaction on each level:

Level of the Physical Body - The positive and negative vibrations sent off by the mother are recorded in memory cells.

Level of the Emotional Body - The mother’s positive and negative emotions connect with the baby’s Emotional Body; if the mother is vibrating in love, the baby will feel loved and will love itself; however if the mother is in her negative Enemy Within, then she will send out pulses that contaminate the emotional body of the baby, causing the baby to feel fear, anger, sadness, etc. Even though according to natural law, as an individual independent of its mother the baby creates its own emotions, simply its presence in its mother’s womb opens it to messages from its mother’s Enemy Within. As a result these messages are created in the baby who begins to vibrate on the same negative frequency as the mother, causing the baby to begin to generate its own Enemy Within.

Level of the Mental Body - The mother’s thoughts are received by the baby and connect with the mental and physical body of the baby. The baby records the positive and negative thoughts of the mother in its mental body, accepting them as its own since it feels itself as one with the mother. On the other hand and by nature the baby creates its own thoughts since it is an individual independent from its mother.

It is here, when the baby comes down to earth, that the contamination begins, with the baby receiving the impact of negative influences that change and cloud the truth of its life, confusing it and causing it to forget its True Reason for Living.
As it forgets its True Reason for Living, the new being has no purpose for being born and living; the parents are not expecting it meaning that it has no place in life! There is no place for it in its new home, so there is no reason for being there. Remember the original emptiness, the existential vacuum. If there is no reason for living, the question is . . . Why be born? But the soul knows that as a human the baby must and wants to live, and therefore must find a reason for living.