CHAPTER 5

Fear

Fear is the most destructive of human emotions. Fear is what causes the individual to attack, kill, make war, envy, lie, commit fraud, become angry, cry, become depressed, seek solace in alcohol, etc. In this aggressive world it is fear that may harm a person: fear of ending with no one, fear of being rejected, fear of not having a place in life, fear of dying, fear of living and confronting the future, fear of the unknown, fear of the original emptiness.
One of the most common fears inherited by women is that of pregnancy. This fear prevails in the most advanced countries--even those of the first world. Despite advanced medical technology, despite the fact that the mother receives regular doctor’s care checking the pregnancy each month to ensure that it is developing normally, that there is “no risk”. The murmur of the Enemy Within is always present, sending fear and worry about the baby’s development and the mother’s health. And this fear is felt by all women, young as well as those over 35 , when supposedly the mother’s age makes the pregnancy high risk. In less developed or third world for women over 35 years of age as well as young women, pregnancy culturally translates into the risk of death. In some communities you can still hear conversations like the following:

Example:
How is your daughter, Julia?
Well, she’s “malita” (not very well) . . . (Note: pregnancy is strongly related to illness)
Ha! And when will she be relieved (delivered) ?
The doctor says that she will be relieved in three months.

To be “not very well” subconsciously is related with illness, but actually means she is pregnant. “She will be relieved or delivered. . .” means that she will give birth, subconsciously it means she “will be healed” or “will be saved” . In terms of maternity this programming continues to be transmitted from generation to generation. Even though within the past few decades and thanks to medical advances childbirth is no longer a major cause of mortality. tradition causes this programming to continue; the message is spread in a way that carries risk and fear of dying.
On the other hand in both first world as well as third world societies the fear of natural childbirth is traditionally irremediable. People know, and say that birth is one of the worst pains that the human can experience. This belief is a banquet for the Enemy Within, since the pain of childbirth is already recorded, and thus the future mother is programmed to suffer unbearable pain. The pain takes advantage of this—even before the onset of labor the mother is worried, fearing the pain that she will suffer. The moment arrives and the mother, already programmed and filled with fear, finds it impossible to relax, her body contracts causing even greater pain and consequently making the natural process of birth more difficult, more painful.
On numerous occasions fear impedes the baby’s natural birth as originally designed; some new mothers not having experienced the natural process of childbirth are so afraid of this process that, moved by that fear, they elect to have a Caesarian section (surgery), a process entailing even greater risk and pain with the mother requiring even more after the birth, due to the time required for her to heal.
And as the mother suffers all this fear and pain during the process, the baby records it in its memory, forming part of its file and increasing the size of its Enemy Within.
When the pregnancy is unexpected the first reaction of the mother is fear--fear of the responsibility implied by this new being, fear of pregnancy and the changes it will cause in her health, fear of what will happen with her life, fear of not knowing if she will be a good mother, if she will have enough money to care for her baby, fear of the enormous responsibility represented by a child, fear of what her husband or parents will say, etc.

Example:
The parents planned the pregnancy and followed doctor’s orders, but mom is a nervous person, worrying about everything. “She was sick during the pregnancy and was afraid that something was wrong with the baby”; “Grandmother told her that her uncle had mental problems, so she is afraid the baby will inherit those genes and not be normal”, “Mother still suffers a lot of pain because she had an accident before she got pregnant, she hurt herself and the pregnancy made it worse, she’s afraid of moving or forcing herself”. The mother’s fear is received by the baby and recorded in his mental and emotional memory cells; what the mother feels the baby feels, so this planned baby begins to feel fear.

The fear is split into different kinds, as follows:

Primary Fear: Fear of Dying - Every living being naturally defends its life, it does not wish to die. It knows that life is a gift from God and that it must survive. To this fear we add the opposing emotion felt by the majority of human beings: Fear of Living, the experiences of daily life. The Enemy Within uses the painful experiences of the present, past or both, taking advantage of them and making you believe that the future will also be painful. Since the future is uncertain, unknown, the Enemy Within sends fear. Since we don’t know what is going to happen, we fear living with pain in our daily life. The Enemy Within makes you fear being hungry, not being able to pay the bills, not being able to pay the rent or monthly mortgage payment, fear of not being able to pay the new car, fear of losing a job, fear of becoming ill and not having money to pay the doctors and hospitals, fear of failure in your business, etc.

Example:
Fear of dying: “The mother feels that the baby may be in risk and is afraid that it will die …” “The mother thinks or tries to abort the pregnancy …” “The mother simply does not want to be pregnant and is angry throughout the pregnancy …” etc. The baby knows that the mother has the power to decide if it is born or not, and records in its memory fear of dying.

Subordinate fears: These come from the fear of living and include fear of rejection, of being judged, criticized, envied, emotionally and physically hurt, fear of failure, etc.
The first Fears of Dying and/or Living are felt by the baby while still in its mother’s womb, as a result of situations the same as or similar to the following:

Example:
Fear of living: “The mother is worried because she doesn’t know if she will be a good mother …”, “If she will have enough money to take care of the baby …” etc. These worries about the future are fear of living.

Visualize fear as an octopus. Its body is formed of fear and its tentacles or arms are doubt, rage (anger), jealousy, envy, avarice, vanity, arrogance, lust, guilt, impatience, hurry, etc. To this list, add all the negative emotions that come to mind.

Example:
Fear of Rejection: “People won't want you as a friend anymore.” “They will reject you ..” “They will deny they know you ..” “The people of your society will reject you because you did not reach your proposed goal ..” “They will never believe in you again ..” etc.

Fear of Criticism: “What will people say, your family and friends?” Why didn’t you achieve your goal in business, in your studies, etc.

Fear of Condemnation: “They’ll say you’re useless ..” “Good for Nothing..” “You’re all talk ..” “They can’t depend on you ..” “They may arrest you and lock you up ..” “They’ll say you’re a phony ..” “They’ll think you’re crazy, that you should be locked up ..” etc.

Fear of Abandonment: “The people around you that told you how intelligent you are, how wonderful, etc. will never want to be with you because you’re a failure, you’re not important like you used to be, you don’t have the position and power anymore, you are no good to them anymore, they’ve lost interest in you now that you haven’t lived up to their expectations, they’ve lost their confidence in you.”

All possible forms of fear are a delicious banquet for the Enemy Within. Every moment that your thoughts and feelings issue a frequency of fear, you are feeding this demon within you, and it will continue demanding fearful thoughts and emotions.
This is why when a person is in a situation where they feel fear, if they do not gain control the moment it begins, then the feelings will increase until they lose control of themselves. In many cases this leads to panic and then to situations of risk or destruction. This also happens with anger caused by fear--when the individual is in a rage, if this rage is not controlled it may lead to even criminal acts.
Now let’s talk about another form of fear- Inherited Fear. This consists of the memories of fear transmitted from mother to daughter, generation after generation. This fear is transmitted not just genetically, but also energetically through a vibration produced by the human being in a state of fear relating to the mother’s memories of her own experience while in gestation.

Example:
Anne was rejected by her mother (Elizabeth). The fear that she experienced before birth caused by her mother’s rejection was recorded in her, producing her Enemy Within. When she got pregnant and was awaiting her baby (Monic) with joy, her Enemy Within and her negative memories contaminated the baby (Monic).
Monic commented that all her life she had felt that her mother didn’t love her. She was afraid of being hungry, always bringing some kind of food in a bag: fruit, crackers, etc. Anne remembered the following:
Monic: My mother was afraid when she was pregnant with me. I felt that she didn’t love me. She didn’t eat, my stomach hurt, I didn’t have enough food, I was born very small and skinny. That’s why I’m afraid of being hungry! She didn’t eat and I still feel that fear. I always have the feeling that I’m going to be hungry, so I carry food in my purse.

Various sessions later, Anne explains to her daughter what had happened with Elizabeth:

Anne: In one session of regression I remembered that my mother didn’t want me and took something to cause an abortion. I was afraid and rejected the food that came to me. I don’t know how, but I stopped eating for a few days until all the poison was gone. After that I barely ate. My stomach hurt a lot, it scared me.
When A. was pregnant, her Enemy Within contaminated M. making her experience rejection, the same rejection that A. felt in her mother’s, E.’s womb. At the same time she was afraid and didn’t eat well, and M. felt the rejection and fear that her mother felt in E.’s womb. Anne stopped eating during her pregnancy since her memories of the prenatal period were of fear of food. This is why M. felt hungry, and her memory recorded fear of hunger. Because of these memories of fear, M. assures herself that she will never be hungry again by taking food with her wherever she goes.

Anger ....
Defense against fear.

Human nature and behavior is a big puzzle with a countless amount of pieces. These must all be set in the correct place at exactly the right time, to give them the original form of the true identity of the person. Since each one of us has a different pattern, we are all unique, this puzzle is very complex; and its complexity begins from the very moment in which the soul comes down from Heaven and first encounters its earthly parents.
One of these puzzle pieces is the influence played by energy radiating from the stars to the earth at the moment the person is conceived, in addition to the energy produced by the parents in the act of conception. These charges of energy mark the quality of the energy which will affect the individual conceived: high dose or low dose.
The dose of energy carried by the person from the time they are born determines the way in which they confront life and resolve the different situations that arise. That is, the dose of energy with which the individual is born is the basis of his reaction to fear.
Anger is transmitted genetically since it is also used as an instinctive survival and emotional protection mechanism-the way in which an individual expresses his anger depends on his individual energy dose. A person with high energy normally expresses his anger and lets others know that he is angry; anger is spontaneously used as a form of defense. Unfortunately the Enemy Within, as with all emotions with dense frequencies, takes advantage, forcing the person to become angry even faster, until the moment arrives when anger becomes a natural attitude. This is the new face of the individual since in any situation, however small, his natural reaction is anger. This is the typical angry person, angry day and night, that you can detect from miles away.
Individuals with low energy react with anger only occasionally. These people barely recognize what it is to be angry. Due to their low energy they are easy prey of fear; they cannot express their anger because their fear of becoming angry is greater than the anger itself. Thus, their anger is repressed and controlled by fear. The Enemy Within sends them fear of their reaction to their own anger; in other words, on many occasions the person feels more fear of being angry, than he fears pain or any risk in which he may be involved at that time. The Enemy Within and the Lying Mind tells them that anger is bad and that horrible things may happen if they get angry. But this doesn’t mean that they never get angry - of course they become angry! Their emotions are repressed by fear.

Example:
Alice is a person with low energy, afraid of being criticized and rejected. One day she goes to a store and the cashier becomes angry because she has no change. Alice feels rejected because the cashier doesn’t want to wait on her and speaks to her rudely asking for change. A. becomes angry, but her fear of being criticized has always made afraid of expressing her emotions. Most of the time she denies being angry because her emotions are repressed. She says to the cashier, “I’m sorry, but I can’t do anything. This is all I have.” The cashier, very angry, takes the bill and makes change.
The cashier is a woman with high energy; she makes it clear to A. that it was very bad that she had no change. But A., unable to express her anger, instead apologizes and feels to blame for not having change as well as for being angry.
This happens because when you feel fear, you feel attacked, rejected or criticized, the Enemy Within sends anger, your Lying Mind rapidly prepares a reaction to make you feel strong, protected and powerful against your aggressor. So you become angry and feel stronger than the other person. In this way your attacker stops his aggression, since your anger has made him feel fear. He is thus intimidated and flees.